21:41
New Room, Feeling Lazy, Perception Of Time - October 17, 2022
32:30
Screwed some college assignments, getting my ass into high gear - March 11, 2022
52:47
Work Mistakes, Shrooms experience, simple updates - Febuary 23, 2022
01:03:28
Dr K Guide, anxious about meeting people and realizing i cant stop being anxious - February 1, 2022
45:42
Started School again, Social Work, Group Coaching - January 12, 2022
45:35
Worst Way to end the year, im not ready for a relationship, got the rona - December 31, 2021
33:20
Thinking about my flaws and the mask i wear to hide those flaws - December 2, 2021
11:29
Down Horrendous, Putting Girls on Pedestals, Expectations Pt. 1 - November 28, 2021
18:38
Down Horrendous, Putting Girls on Pedestals, Expectations Pt. 2 - November 28, 2021
57:52
I have to go back to school :(, Same anxiety but different goals - November 24, 2021
31:52
Seeing the value of education and work experience, IKEA is awesome - November 11, 2021
35:29
Working, working, working, planning to get back on track - November 5, 2021
18:31
REDID MY ROOM ( a tiny bit), Complaining about not being able to play video games - October 13, 2021
24:19
miss me? I'm back, updates from work and mental health - September 18, 2021
36:01
Significant Mistake at Work, Quick Updates - September 29, 2021
16:59
Gut Cancer Scares, Sigmoidoscopy, Diarrhea - September 26, 2021
29:46
I FINALLY GOT A FULL TIME JOB, still worried about my future tho - June 24, 2021
38:13
being fascinated by gut science and FMT, information overload, burden of knowledge - June 10, 2021
20:25
late night updates, my constant sources of anxiety and worry, meditation is hard - June 4, 2021
24:13
Ankle injury (Biking accident), Hanging out with friends and meeting Koko. May 24, 2021
48:12
why i haven't been v-logging, Getting more of an experience by being in the moment - May 16, 2021
25:41
Im losing my hair? , Avoiding things because of anxiety. - April 14, 2021
22:51
Finally getting a job (I hope), Pre-employment training - April 1, 2021
14:57
Feeling behind in life - March 24, 2021
18:35
Jobs and careers, and quitting college program - March 17, 2021
26:56
Febuary 24, 2020
26:12
Choosing what to be anxious about, thinking about life. February 20, 2021
24:03
A Message To my future anxious self, and some general updoots - Febuary 13, 2021
34:55
I hate school and the idea of the a career, and more cringe snapchat story - February 3 2021
32:24
Talking to new friends, why am I lonely, cringe snapchat story - January 27, 2021
22:41
Second Semester, Considering Therapy - January 20, 2021
56:55
being a mindless zombie, Reformulating opinions - January 14 , 2021
19:44
New YEAR! Future authoring program, being more confident in arguments - January 7, 2021
33:11
Different types of burnout and Optimistic Nihilism - December 5, 2020
56:46
Trying to forgive myself for being a shit boyfriend - November 22, 2020
31:33
Caring too much about what other people thing, Not treating people fairly - November 5, 2020
18:24
just some updates, queens gambit - october 28, 2020
30:34
Forgiving My Past Insecure Self - October 21, 2020
35:48
Todolists, Procrastination, CK3, Cancer Scares - October 15, 2020
44:48
Preparing For A Burnout, Dealing with burnout, running shoes - October 8, 2020
42:14
Habit Checkup, Feeling Alone, Newfound passion for Running - September 30, 2020
54:41
Being really active and a long Ass health and fitness rant - September 23, 2020
29:44
Haircut, Birthday Anxiety, Walking, School Is Here D: - September 16, 2020
30:18
Family Trips, Increased Activity, Jet Ski's - September 9, 2020
47:12
Fasting And Fitness Updates, Basketball With The Bois, Content Creating again - September 2, 2020
40:43
Waterloo Trip with Friends, How to not catch feelings for strangers (girls) - August 27, 2020
21:48
Updates, Fasting Is So HARD - August 19, 2020
30:27
Amazon scam fail, Trying to understand my anxiety - August 12, 2020
29:13
Feeling unaccomplished, regretting not doing youtube - August 8, 2020
41:19
New Phone ,Ego In Video Games, Not being efficient enough Trying to be grateful - August 6, 2020
24:49
Big Financial Mistakes, Sleep, Fasting Again. July 30, 2020
26:17
Feeling unproductive, uncertainty in the future, sleep, investing in my self - July 22, 2020
48:19
Resetting Sleep, Losing a friendship :/, trying to forgive myself - July 16, 2020
38:05
Still feeling lazy, new vr headset, forgiving laziness - July 9 , 2020
27:00
Kitchen Accident, Choosing A Career - July 01, 2020
29:46
I got my first FULL TIME JOB, future career still worries me - June 24, 2021
31:35
Amazon Shopping, Careers ,Understanding my laziness/lack of motivation. June 17, 2020
28:17
Feeling Better, Feeling grateful, life is crazy and fascinating - June 6, 2020
32:44
Self haircut, rut, self critcism, ego in video games - June 4, 2020
19:40
CESB, Long meditations, rust - 05/15/2020
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About
I record and upload (usually) weekly vlogs, i talk about anything and whatever that is on my mind. Like a sort of journal but in a video format, all the videos uploaded are scheduled to be public a year after upload. This is so that just incase, due to an untimely death, i leave my family and friends something, these vlogs are me being fully transparent, and raw footage of me being me, what its like in my mind.
The reason is i do these, is mainly because its a form of journaling, and i get to explore unexplored ideas, opinions, and usually talk about my week, about my current passions, current failures.
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