I'm sorry i can't be what you expect me to be; what's under the surface is same as what you're able to see.. ..nothing can change my birth/death; for both is Inevitable.
Although since you're here. I challenge you to not complain nor think negative for a month. And if that doesn't help your mindset; one of us has failed.. ..which is still ok.
Last thought.. ..if equality was so real, then why isn't our money or materials of equal perspective.. ..yet a peaceful mind can come from not wanting nor needing to say or have anything. For silence is bliss & can make one realise, he may know more than the devil he knows.