Romans 10:9 (King James Version)
That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.
I urge you please repent of your sins and accepted Jesus Christ as your Lord and Saviour and follow Him, while there's still time. Because a eternity is long time to suffer (hell)....
"The Potter's Hand". God did not save us from the fire (sin) for no reason. He did not save us so we can run back to sin. He saved us to keep us. Stay true to God for He will always be there and will see you through....
Do your best and God will do the rest. Let Him mold you.
There's only one life, one chance, one way.... Jesus is the way, truth and the life. "Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me." John 14:6