My memory is bad and I have short focus which causes me to double check things and second guess myself all the time. I think about life on a daily basis and the subscribers and videos I watched have some significance to me so it will explain some of my choices.
(I watch many things and wait for things to happen whether its the end or beginning I will watch it all.)
(P.S. I watch everything and miss a few things while thinking of participating in a conversation such as commenting)