22:28

Ending therapy for PTSD 6 years on. Autism politics. Meds adjustment. Coping.

03:20

When meds don't sedate as much as they used to. Bipolar hypomania energy.

22:49

Voice, speaking, diagnoses, mutism, singing hobby.

29:24

Revenge. Manipulation. Dismissal. Mental health crisis. Liam Payne. Maya Henry.

23:47

Toxic relationships. Blame & shame culture. Liam Payne, Maya Henry.

20:13

Are others to blame for self-inflicted death? Mental health crisis. Liam Payne. Isaiah Trammell.

16:03

Deeper singing and speaking voice after menopause. Managing burnout.

20:17

Self-diagnosis is not valid. Criticism is not hate.

25:21

Bipolar 1 vs Bipolar 2 vs major depression. What's the difference?

19:56

'Do you want to be thin or stable?' Let's talk about bipolar meds.

03:50

Thank you. I appreciate your supportive comments. Your voice.

14:22

Coping skills, authenticity, appreciation of supportive feedback

11:40

PTSD triggered. Vulnerable people judged as abusive.

24:42

Auditory processing, autism. Impairment vs disability.

25:34

"You're a bigot!" (Probably not actually) autistic identity politics is annoying.

11:56

Dinged up. Discouraging setback after accident. High pain threshold.

20:23

Stigma: bipolar and violence

13:57

Bipolar disorder is not traits. Generalising stereotypes and stigma.

28:32

Cyberbullying can result in suicide

20:27

Thank you for sticking up for me. Toxic online communities.

11:29

Sound sensitivity from stress. Grief processing.

16:06

Depression feels like I'm a failure. Low mood, burnout, grief, bipolar, PTSD.

15:58

Does PTSD affect me more than bipolar disorder? Low mood. Grief. Voice.

17:51

Struggling. Stigma persists: "lazy dole-bludger'.

25:57

WINZ Supported Living Payment, ACC, disabilities & toxic advocacy

14:36

Courageous and powerful voice from vulnerability

14:39

Long bus trips with sensory sensitivities & disabilities

14:14

Courage to speak up. Voice after mutism. My story in a public hearing.

18:11

Milestones, avoidance, anxiety, employment with disabilities

11:10

Bipolar mania - reacting to comments - part 2

22:02

Bipolar mania - responding to comments - part 1

10:44

Visual memory, mutism, art, voice, low social capacity.

22:37

Rant: identity politics has made diagnoses into a mockery

19:16

No point for me to identify as 'autistic' or 'neurodivergent'. Labels are political.

22:47

Employment with disabilities. Accommodations. Bullying.

14:18

Reading memoir - part 10 - autism reassessment

08:38

Reading memoir - part 9 - mutual attraction - bipolar, autistic

15:32

Reading memoir - part 8 - romantic attraction, autism, mood disorders

09:31

Reading memoir - part 7 - bipolar mania

05:49

Reading memoir - part 6 - purpose when depressed

07:28

Reading memoir - part 5 - connection when isolated

10:04

Reading memoir - part 4 - online friendships

12:30

Reading memoir - part 3 - autistic community drama

06:57

Reading memoir - part 2 - autism, bipolar, advocacy

09:05

Reading memoir - part 1 - childhood autism diagnosis

09:16

Hyperfocus working on book themes. Leg jiggler extraordinaire.

22:01

I shutdown pain. I've had 3 ECGs (no known heart problems).

07:17

The arts for mental health & processing shutdown emotions

09:09

Music to regulate mood. Transformed feeling irritable to feeling upbeat.

14:06

Decluttering my mind. Processing. PTSD, bipolar, autism spectrum features.

18:51

Mental injury - what I can't do & what I try to do

17:47

Dissociation and driving. PTSD and mental injury.

12:05

Sensory sensitivities. Shutting down pain as a coping mechanism.

16:18

Are you sure you're not autistic?

19:48

Anything can be a trigger. Creative process transforming trauma into art.

11:20

Writing with fragmented trauma memories. Processing with art.

17:45

Autism and PTSD. Claims from flawed studies.

11:03

I don't relate to neurodivergent privilege. Don't speak for me.

19:42

Selfcare and balance managing bipolar disorder & PTSD

16:16

Discouraged. Low mood, moderately shutdown, vulnerable.