When I was a little child, like so many little children i had an invisible friend. He told me he was God, and that when I was older I would understand. I am older, wiser, a Man in many ways, and I still don't get it, but I do understand.
God never left my side, and left me no room to doubt him. The air is thick with Miracles of his doing around me, reality lenses around me like spacetime around the event horizon of a black hole.
What you need to know is that everything is exactly as it should be, all the glory and all the drama of our world in mid-transition Everything, the good and the bad, is under complete control of an all encompassing Oneness that we came from and will return to, and will reemerge forevermore.
The definitive nature of the universe is an eternal dance of a finite amount of energy, causing every possibility to recur in every possible way forever. To a truly scientific mind, that says it all.
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