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Hello Everyone! :)
Soā¦ Moral Orel is still my absolute favorite show of all time and Iām definitely going to get on a schedule of posting videos so I can post more. This post is just kinda of a PSA. I feel like dream saying this, but in this post you guys will be finding out things about me.
So as a little girl I always had a silly little passion for cartoons and specifically stop motion animation. I would spend a lot of time making cute little stop motion animations of my Lego toys and I loved it. Now, I have bad social anxiety so keep that in mind. When I was in 3rd-5th grade I hung out with the popular girls, Iād be invited to their sleepovers and everything. So that was most of my experience in elementary school leading up to this point.
In middle school thatās when I started to discover myselfā¦ a lot about myself I didnāt even know. Like in the summer of 6th grade I found out how much I loved Theater and performing arts. Now figuring out who I was came with some downsidesā¦
So when I discovered myself in middle school I REALLY discovered myself. I always love expressing my interests to my friends but in school I always feel burnt out and depressed.
I made this account last year when I was in my lowest point in life Iāve ever been in just to share my thoughts to the world and Iām so glad I did. Not only did this account garner 4.3k+ subs in a few months. It also brought me a lot of joy.
As I said earlier I used to be a āpopular girlā but Iām not one anymore. So that can lead to some issues. Now Iām back in school again and I feel like itās elementary school again because the popular kids are pretending to be nice to me just so they can be a jerk to me when I open up to them.
Thatās what Iām mainly here to talk about. I said I have bad social anxiety and I mean it, as soon as someone I donāt know looks at me I immediately think theyāre thinking something negative about me. On the first week of school it was āice breakerā time and I got assigned these two popular boys who happened to be friends. I was super shocked because they actually seemed to be interested in what I was saying. So I just brought up my channel in passing (mistake number 1), so they immediately looked it up and found my videos and started crying laughing at me in my face. Now, I could already feel the tears start building up in my eyes but I continued to laugh along with them to make it seem like I thought my content was stupid too. They figured out they could save my account to their computer (mistake number 2) so they did. They were blatantly saying to my face that they needed to tell their friends about this because it was hilarious and having a ton of their friends crowd around their desk watching. I know this sounds like itās out of a teen drama movie but this all actually happened. So immediately next period, without skipping a beat, I changed my user to āanonymouseditoroneā to hide myself.
The comments those boys made, made me terrified to post on this account for months, but I finally did today, and it felt like a breath of relief. Let me just say I love you all and the comments you make on my videos are so silly and you guys have a great sense of humor and are always so encouraging. ā¤ļø
So I guess this was just a PSA to not bully because nobody likes someone whoās awful in the long run.
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