As humans we all struggle with a duality within us. Our primal brain system and our minds. Each must experience growth in order to attain a fulfilling life. Conviction in oneself and a strong willpower to overcome all doubt that will inevitably surround you as those who once ignored you start to take notice of your rise. I have spent decades searching for the answers to a life worth living, through unimaginable pain. Most people refuse to abandon all beliefs except that which they themselves know to be true through their own experience and as such experience the chains of society, religion, the education system, our families and friends. It took 37 years of hell to realize this is only the start and the journey beyond is redemption toward a greater good for both oneself and others.