Essentially, my Channel is a Portal- I can store my videos that are self made knowing that if all my worldly possesions went up in flames, You Tube has *some* record of my life (a bit of it). I love music and use it for listening & watching my fave stuff. I love making silly vids when my kids are with me or my Mum is present n we can have a laugh.... and lastly, recently, I have decided to try and use it as a video diary (vlog) to connect my feelings, fears, progress n regress all in-line with my Mental illness's, of which I have numerous diagnosis. I am not on here for popularity or fame, simply because I like to talk, I can express my feelings through 'vlog' postings and perhaps help/ get advice/ share with someone else that may be like myself....and be able to relate. I love my son, i love my Piersy, i love a single handful of aquaintances. That be me- 38 yr old Goth little SJ (who still gets I.D.'d for Cider!! ;)