It's hard to know what to put in these things if you want to say something but you don't really believe that you're anybody to whom one should listen. I want to be honest more than I want you to watch me or like me. And I don't even like me. So what's that about? Me neither. At least as empathetic as you, and everyone seeks some measure of acceptance from others, but have you been around people? I don't value the "collective wisdom" but I do observe it closely. I take very seriously the fact that individuals are limited by cognitive scope and that there is something shared among and between us that is not. Yes.
What else... I'm 51. I'm in that area of my life where maybe it would be fun to get away with saying some things out loud that I never swore any oaths not to tell. I'm not vindictive. If anything, I'm the one who should be asking forgiveness. It has been a good life, and despite hardships or setbacks, I am at peace and fulfilled. I wish the same for you.