Faith... When we say we believe in something do we really believe in that or are those just empty words that mean nothing? When we pray and say we believe we will go to Heaven after we die, do we actually believe in that or we are scared of death and doubt it? If you do not believe in something we pray to, whats the point of it? Save yourself time and stop lying to yourself and others, because you become a hypocrite. And hypocrites are pathetic. Like seriously pathetic...
Despite everything I have just said, there is hope. You can make yourself believe in something, you just need to want it. You need to pray not because you MUST, but because you WANT! Try to find this ,,I want" in yourself and you will be able to achieve many things you have no idea about.
Want something. Believe you can achieve it and it shall be yours.