MANY THINK ABOUT BEING LIKE ME, BUT I'M SURE THAT IF ONE OF THEM WAS IN THE SAME PLACE OF MY DARKNESS EVERY DAY THEY WOULD KILL THEMSELVES. NOBODY KNOWS HOW MY GREATEST SUFFERING WAS TO BE ACHIEVING THIS TODAY, EVERY DAY THINKING ABOUT GIVING UP BECAUSE I DIDN'T SEE THE SHINE OR ANYTHING IMPORTANT IN MYSELF THE VOID CONSUMED ME AND I FEEL NOTHING AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS MORE HAPPINESS, THIS WEIGHT THAT I CARRY FOR NEVER BEING IMPORTANT AND NEVER ENOUGH FOR ANYTHING I DO I HAVE NO FRIENDS, I HAVE NO GIRLFRIEND, MY FAMILY KILLS EACH OTHER, I HAVE NOTHING BUT MY MOTHER'S DREAM AND MY DREAM IS TO SHOW HER THAT SHE RAISED A SON WHO TOOK HER OUT OF WORK AND TO BE PROUD OF ME, BUT AS I SAID I AM NEVER ENOUGH IN ANYTHING I WAS BORN TO HAVE SUFFERING AND A LOT OF IT DIFFICULTIES BUT EVEN SO I'M HERE EVERY DAY DOING WHAT I LOVE MOST IN THE WORLD CREATING GAME CONTENT EVEN THOUGH I DON'T SMILE MUCH THE ONLY WAY I SEE MYSELF GOOD AND FEEL HAPPY ENOUGH AND ENTER FREE FIRE AND SHOW MY TALENT ❤️..