07:08
Day 966: 21st August 2024 | I am so proud of myself right now!! π€π₯³
10:11
Day 965: 20th August 2024 | I fixed the vacuum cleaner! π€
02:28
Day 964: 19th August 2024 | I'm going to bed and want Boss cuddles π΄
04:49
Day 963: 18th August 2024 | I dropped my phone while making this π
02:22
Day 962: 17th August 2024 | I made it βΊοΈ
01:56
Day 961: 16th August 2024 | I am sleeping in the car differently tonight π
08:48
Day 960: 15th August 2024 | I can barely keep my eyes open π΄
08:34
Day 959: 14th August 2024 | Boss had a seizure, and I've never been more scared in my life π
17:38
Day 958: 13th August 2024 | My finger still really hurts. Doctor appointment recording π
11:35
Day 957: 12th August 2024 | I've packed the car and made up the bed in my car βΊοΈ
07:20
Day 955: 10th August 2024 | The dash camera is making me feel like I'm losing my mind π
01:26
Day 954: 9th August 2024 | I think I'm so distracted, I forgot to say the date and time π
12:49
Day 953: 8th August 2024 | I can't believe how fast it got late π
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04:47
Day 952: 7th August 2024 | I woke up at 2:30 p.m. today π
03:17
Day 951: 6th August 2024 | I am surprised I'm still awake given how tired I am π΄
15:00
Day 950: 5th August 2024 | Part 3 | This is longer than Part 2 π€£π€£π€£
12:14
Day 950: 5th August 2024 | Part 2 | What happened after the doctor's appointment π
25:51
Day 950: 5th August 2024 | I seriously love my doctor. This is today's appointment recording πΉπ
10:18
Day 948: 3rd August 2024 | Part 2 | I need a door πͺπ
07:38
Day 948: 3rd August 2024 | I didn't realise the video had stopped recording π
00:38
Day 947: 2nd August 2024 | Part 2 | I almost fell flat on my ass in front of my mechanic π€¦ββοΈπ€£
06:22
Day 947: 2nd August 2024 | My fingernails are so sore π
22:21
Day 946: 1st August 2024 | If you like my videos, please subscribe to my channel π
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01:43
Day 945: 31st July 2024 | Part 2 | I feel better now π
13:30
Day 945: 31st July 2024 | I'm suffering major anxiety right now π₯Ή
02:21
Day 944: 30th July 2024 | I can never remember how many days are in each month π
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51:24
Day 943: 29th July 2024 | Part 2 | Today's psychology appointment recording βΊοΈ
00:28
Day 943: 29th July 2024 | I just got home from my therapy session π
00:59
Day 942: 28th July 2024 | A video for the sake of a video π
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06:14
Day 941: 27th July 2024 | Whoa! I'm a different kind of high, high π€ͺπ€£
06:05
Day 940: 26th July 2024 | Part 2 | I totally forgot to post this second video!! π€£π€£
04:51
Day 940: 26th July 2024 | Part 1 | I didn't realise I turned the camera off π«£π
06:14
Day 939: 25th July 2024 | I've decided to defer uni
03:55
Day 938: 24th July 2024 | Part 2 | This one has (hopefully!) sound! π
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00:12
Day 938: 24th July 2024 | This is purely a voice, sound check video
05:17
Day 937: 23rd July 2024 | I got the date wrong in my video π€¦ββοΈπ
10:40
Day 936: 22nd July 2024 | What a day π’
05:40
Day 935: 21st July 2024 | I am still awake at 3:44 am.
25:31
Day 934: 20th July 2024 | I did not need to say the end bit that I did πΆ
22:23
Day 933: 19th July 2024 | I'm stoned now, so I'm not totally sure what I said. Let's find out π€
16:20
Day 931: 17th July 2024 | I don't know why I'm rushing myself. Today didn't go as planned π’
17:49
Day 930: 16th July 2024 | I bought the dash cam and smart box today for a great price βΊοΈ
06:50
Day 929: 15th July 2024 | I had bad anxiety since Andrew left...
04:29
Day 928: 14th July 2024 | I slept until 2:30 pm today π΄
19:20
Day 927: 13th July 2024 | I can barely keep my eyes open, and my pain levels are insanely high π
11:03
Day 926: 12th July 2024 | My weed prescription was cancelled. Then I was told I don't have bipolar..
01:55
Day 925: 11th July 2024 | Boss bought so much dirt in with him π
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03:10
Day 924: 10th July 2024 | It is so much later than I realised. I'm just about to eat dinner now π
13:46
Day 923: 9th July 2024 | Part 2 | Juice is unwell, so my trip has been postponed ...
15:12
Day 923: 9th July 2024 | It's after midnight, so I'm counting this as a new day π
10:22
Day 922: 8th July 2024 | My lounge looks empty, but my kitchen is a mess π
05:42
Day 921: 7th July 2024 | I have basically finished packing π
30:30
Day 920: 6th July 2024 | I've realised through making this that I want to start uni in the new year
08:35
Day 919: 5th July 2024 | Calmer than yesterday, thankfully π
31:27
Day 918: 4th July 2024 | Part 2 | My doctor's appointment recording π’
08:27
Day 918: 4th July 2024 | I can't stop crying, and I need to drive. Please pray for me π
03:47
Day 917: 3rd July 2024 | My car has a flat tyre π
13:10
Day 916: 2nd July 2024 | I need more suction bags π
54:09
Day 915: 1st July 2024 | Part 2 | Today's psychology session. The last one in person for a while π
08:24
Day 915: 1st July 2024 | Overwhelm hit me so hard I needed to talk to stop crying π’
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About
Hey there! I'm Liv
This is my diary. My very public dairy that I keep to try and keep me sane.
I have been told I am different my whole life. I never understood it but I do now. My level of self-awareness is insane. Makes it harder sometimes though.
I live with many demons. I want to learn, grow and evolve. It is a journey. One I have been on one for many years and will continue to be on for life. Evolving is what I believe will save our species. But for now, all I can do is keep on trying to help myself be a better person. It's hard work, believe me.
I share all that I do because I remember being in the darkest depths of nothingness and the horror I felt there. I have bad days, but I hold onto everything I have not to go there again. I share because if even a single thing I say helps you, then to me, it is worth it.
I share videos, provided I am awake, that I upload before viewing. This keeps me as honest and authentic as I can be. You are worthy. You only need to be you x
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