05:29

Grateful in purgatory (Man Makes Plan - God Laughs)

06:13

9 months sober and end of year life update (an intense disconnection)

10:07

Financial manipulation in dysfunctional families (escaping the system/a new way of life)

08:44

grieving the death of Juliane

12:10

2022 Life Update (Getting radical with it)

10:31

The hollowness of hedonism (and the depths of love and life)

09:23

Where I'm at in 2021 (a repeated pattern)

08:43

Where does your self-worth come from? (you're standing in my light)

09:50

Emotional constipation (Cause, Effects, Solutions)

10:22

Pot addiction update (Also, I talk about Pornography Addiction)

11:40

Cultivating an extended family when you come from a dysfunctional one

10:06

Thinking of suicide

05:51

On the destructiveness of hatred in all it's forms

10:19

My family is full of drug addicts

09:43

Relapse. Catharsis. Hope.

10:15

Small victories lead to big victories (Also: A silly man is absurd)

10:13

I'm getting help (and I feel like a cowboy)

10:26

A step toward my mental health recovery

10:17

Coming out of the cave (a rough morning)

04:37

Empowerment and self-care (My Dearest Friend)

10:37

The Nice Nurse, a short tour, words coming out of my mouth (etc.)

03:47

Clothing

10:02

I'm adaptable (living with what's called Schizoaffective Disorder)

03:19

Grow up

06:21

A certain loneliness (that sort of pain)

04:46

Facing our shadows as healthy intimacy grows (question/topic)

09:48

Releasing hypervigilance and expressing how I feel

10:17

Where I'm at right now (part 2)

09:58

Where I'm at in my life right now

04:25

Independence as antidote to toxicity

02:06

Book/author recommendation for abuse survivors

05:57

Solitude in abuse recovery

02:28

Stay tuned (Lil' Update)

02:10

A brief, kind of vague check in

01:20

(Question) Emotional detachment from others after trauma and abuse?

03:11

A little update (for those with concern)

00:35

I am now free from Narcissists and abuse (I'm in a good place/a little tour)

03:54

Living situation update (progress, good news)

02:42

Having feelings that feel unbearable

07:32

Video journal I (night walk, slump, watching or being a part of)

08:54

being emotionally close with people (Important for me)

11:00

We have profoundly failed to care for our most vulnerable and needy

13:14

Incompetence - it is as harmful as malice (Also: Jews, Nap Time meanderings, standing up to bullies)

11:31

I'm feeling depressed, but I am going to get in the shower tonight

07:04

A walk in the rain, an archaic revival, felt experience, life's inherent risk (or whatever)

10:51

Repression, expression, breathing, analytics (I guess)

01:49

Good news. (Du bist wunderbar.)

11:02

A day at a time (a day at a time)

04:45

I have hit rock bottom and it is hard to come to grips with

04:19

I have never been responsible, and I feel guilty and depressed

16:08

Coffee shop blues [come at me ☆]

12:28

This is how I feel (about my parents)

17:01

And exercising fragility (with tangents)

12:00

Drunk and obscured (a message for the people)

11:46

Scary to connect (in a magical world)

16:40

An incoherent message to new subscribers (old and new)

01:46

Breathing helps me feel safe (melatonin update)

14:27

Behind the masks (letting it out)

01:37

Love Bites (an intimate moment)

01:54

What do dogs dream of? (Dream 1) [An ongoing series from the creator of "Night Fever"]