21:27
Update, still alive, ambulances again, refeeding, hypos and hypers, keep FAITH, God?, do what I can
36:16
Death row, severe refeeding, hypoglycemic coma, ambulance, IC… THANK GOD I SURVIVED, keep FAITH
09:37
Desperate, refeeding syndrome, hypos, no help, black outs, panicking
22:28
Court hearing, running away, FAITH, being unique, admission date, surrender, addict, staying alive
26:01
Near death experience, clinic backs of, judge decision, FAITH, morphine, admission date, MIRACLE
17:56
Court hearing, judicial authorization, clinic admission date, FAITH, coma, Psalm 118:17, SCARED
20:51
Finally! Help? FAITH, fighting ass of, going to ER, responsible, HOPE, lying, truth, family, friends
05:52
Declined, desperate, bonemarrow suppression, FAITH, God is good?, HOPE, how can I go on?
18:57
Keep breathing, COURAGE, Q&A best friend, no warrant, hospital bed, eating disorder therapy, FAITH..
20:46
Give up on live? Faith? Hope? Bucket list, cheesecake, cappuccino, last day, not alone?, action
09:58
Anorexia recovery, inpatient, rehabilitation center, FEAR, no control, FAITH, I trust You God
05:03
Anorexia recovery, Christmas diner, beauty of life, run with the stars!, thankful, focus on positive
20:22
Anorexia recovery, brain image, distorted thinking, diabetes, hospital, stay alive, Christmas
19:54
Kick ass!, ED recovery, NOT dying, love, fight, FAITH, HOPE, support, therapy, dietician, diabetes
11:30
Weight, food plan, desperate, parents, help, FAITH, hopeless, positive, stay focused, no help, GOD
16:40
Visiting you!, diabetes type 3c, LOVE, mom, Deutsch, Español, Brene Brown, get to know me, live now
21:57
Update, fall wheelchair, waiting list, diabetes, sensor, food list, chocolate bars, FAITH, fire
22:59
Q&A, virus, gofundme, family, tube feeding, FAITH, ACTION, diabetes, hospital, ER, friends, LOVE
05:02
Virus, fighting for my life, spiritual change, Jesus, I WILL SURVIVE
18:16
Love heals!, hypoglemia, hospital mistakes, trauma trigger, friends, Higher Power, Corona, smile!
20:47
Fear, endurance, FAITH, challenges, kia kaha, cookies and chocolate, urges, growth, ANGRY, judgement
18:42
Up and down, run away?, addiction, recovery, create yourself, spread love, keep FAITH
22:17
Surviving, FIGHT, God is in control, selfcare, not pleasing, short stay hospital, medical care, LOVE
17:02
PANIC, hospital, hypoglycaemia, sick, punishment, forced treatment, FAITH, fear, eating disorder
14:36
Weight gain, extreme hunger, satiety, hospital bed, scared, recovery, be yourself, Higher Power, God
23:49
COVID, binging, down, FAITH, miracles, view, living water, energy frequency, hospital, never give up
14:46
New apartment, FAITH, angels, Higher Power, miracles, selfcare, wheelchair, hospital bed, thankful
02:30
Quick update, moving, STRESS, alive, no wifi, wheelchair
27:30
What I eat, what's in my fridge, FAITH, HOPE, Binge eating, starving, weight judgement, wheelchair
21:09
Alive, emergency room, Eugenia Cooney, FAITH, true connection, laugh!, loneliness, pain, dream, grow
18:55
Alive, fight mom, crying, FAITH, HOPE, hospital, help, recovery, miracles happen!, lion, vulnerable
20:30
Last day alive, start of my ed, homeless again?, FAITH, trust God, hospital bed, selfcare, birthday
18:27
Update: left hospice, not homeless, last days? no help yet, waiting for hospital, how to keep FAITH
13:30
Last days hospice, HOMELESS, scared, no help, keep trusting, FAITH, God is never too late!
11:09
Why no help yet, fun in midst of despair, boattrip Amsterdam!
09:53
Angry, expressing feelings, honesty, pitypool, NOT thankful, update
26:54
Anorexia recovery, chickens!, neurotranmitters, intestine problems, food intolerance, stay alive?
22:54
Update anorexia recovery, forced treatment, neuroplasticity, habit loop, last day of my life
20:00
Anorexia recovery, help?, gofundme, selflove, keep eating, coping with stress, big bud, too skinny
21:44
Gaining weight, refeeding, anorexia help, oedemia, let go of control, serenity prayer, addictions
18:05
Update hospice, not willing to die from anorexia!, insurance, foodplan, Higher Power and purpose
09:00
Struggling, no help dietician, anorexia talks, emotional, how to keep eating, how to gain weight?
12:23
Selfie, focus on the colours of life, accepting life and death, keep sharing
04:46
What I eat in a day: anorexia recovery. Have an ‘in between’ with me 🙂
12:38
How not to die from anorexia: update hospice, hope, help, scared, starting new foodplan, refeeding
04:08
How not to die from anorexia: feeling sad, lonely and having selfpity…
02:35
How not to die from anorexia: sharing my experience and knowledge being anorexic
02:46
Help to stay alive from severe anorexia
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Hi dear! On this channel I will share my journey with you how NOT to die from anorexia... I am still alive by the grace of God. I have suffered from all kinds of eating disorders since 30 years (!!) now. It is a miracle that I am still alive! And though I seem to be 'at my last end', I will keep trusting that I am still alive for a reason. One of which is to share my story with you. I will give all I have to give as long as I keep breathing. And I hope that you can use it for the better to prevent you and/or your beloved to suffer as much from this disease as I have. Topics I certainly will address: anorexia, bulimia, binge eating, orthorexia, intestine issues, intolerances, fear, anxiety, what I eat in a day, panic attacks, urges, overeating, undereating, purging, medical help, hospitalisation, inpatient treatment, outpatient treatment, twelve step program, spirituality, Higher Power... and so much more! Subscribe and like not to miss out on anything.
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