14:25

persona & shadow: Jungian archetypes explained in Rilke's 'the notebooks of malte laurids brigge'

09:17

storytime: inpatient eating disorder treatment for anorexia nervosa

00:34

mama & baby raccoons screetch as they pass by in the shadows

01:07

how dissociation can look for me: depersonalization/derealization (DPDR) caught on camera

15:00

snow in the mountains. | grounding & calming ambient sound & nature scene to relax, study, meditate

15:57

hallucinations & archetypal symbolism: psychosis & interpreting the language of the subconscious

05:49

ghosts. | building burning

11:32

my experience in eating disorder treatment: inpatient, PHP, IOP, & residential (now recovered)

20:00

my eating disorder story: anorexia nervosa, bulimia nervosa, EDNOS (now recovered)

08:08

eating disorders: how caretakers effect the development of EDs & how to break the cycle (my story)

10:01

eating disorders: physiology of stress & trauma

04:56

eating disorders: a coping-mechanism for stress (& on recovery & healing)

21:07

reconnecting with dissociated parts of self: grief in dissociative identity, CPTSD, psychosis

03:57

to love & be loved. | sleepy sphynx cat: calming, relaxing, grounding, set to music: mimicking birds

02:52

be curious. | healing trauma by building something out of nothing

01:04

finding safety in instability. | accepting struggles & making meaning in CPTSD, depression, anxiety

47:47

(B&W version) my experience with dissociative identity disorder [full, with subtitles]

47:47

my experience with dissociative identity disorder

05:57

touch as a grounding-skill: mindfulness of senses in coping with trauma, dissociation, psychosis

15:15

grounding skills: examples | Mindfulness of senses to cope with stress, trauma, CPTSD, dissociation

02:16

intro about grounding-skills: mindfulness of senses in coping with dissociation, trauma, psychosis

02:53

wolf parade "disco sheets" live. | at the regent theater in los angeles, ca, 01.20

04:20

radical face "severus & stone" live. | at the troubador in los angeles, ca, 02.20 (with lyrics)

01:53

music from the tunnel at devil's gate dam: trumpet and french-horn. | california, USA, 07/2020.

19:19

my psychosis story: CPTSD, shadow people & spirit realm/psychic dimension (including artwork)

06:56

coping with & healing from trauma-based hallucinations & delusions, & stress-induced psychosis

07:17

psychosis: a psychological self-care system

11:40

stress-induced psychosis & treatment: hallucinations, delusions, paranoia in trauma, PTSD, CPTSD

07:07

depersonalization & derealization: how to recover in therapy for dissociative disorders & CPTSD

10:02

(B&W version) about dissociation: CPTSD, borderline, depersonalization & derealization, OSDD, DID

10:02

about dissociation: CPTSD, borderline, depersonalization/derealization, OSDD, dissociative identity

10:02

(graffiti version) about dissociation: CPTSD, borderline personality disorder, DPDR, OSDD, DID

13:35

my experience with dissociative identity disorder & CPTSD (part III: in my early adulthood)

13:18

my experience with dissociative identity disorder & CPTSD (part II: in my teenage years)

10:01

my experience with dissociative identity disorder & CPTSD (part I: in childhood)

12:51

my experience in treatment with dissociative identity disorder | dissociation, parts, hearing voices

04:01

connecting & communicating with dissociated parts | trauma, CPTSD, dissociative identity disorder

02:32

learning to reparent yourself: supporting all of self in recovery | dissociation, CPTSD, OSDD, DID

03:01

malevolent protector/persecutor parts & self-destruction | dissociation, CPTSD, OSDD/DID, & healing

01:59

self-acceptance: the role of healthy relationships in healing trauma, dissociation, CPTSD, BPD, DID

01:16

learning to feel feelings | dissociation, numbness, emptiness, CPTSD, OSDD, dissociative identity

02:00

wye oak - civilian | building burning cover

07:09

sharing my experience: CPTSD, anxiety, depression, dissociation, DID, psychosis | coping & healing

01:40

talking about mental health on youtube...

07:22

shaving my head BALD with a razor.

27:27

winter. | a coming-of-age punk love story

10:00

(Ep.6 dark) Internal Family Systems & Jung's archetypal structure of the psyche | dissociation

11:05

(Ep.5 dark) The theory of structural dissociation of the personality | DID, OSDD, BPD, CPTSD, PTSD

14:10

(Ep.4 dark) How dissociation helps cope with an unstable world: DID, OSDD, DP/DR, BPD, CPTSD, PTSD

14:50

(Ep.3 dark) How & why dissociative disorders form: DID, OSDD, depersonalization, derealization

10:20

(Ep.2 dark) About dissociative disorders: depersonalization, derealization, OSDD, DID

10:59

(Ep.1 dark) Mild, moderate, & severe dissociation: feeling unreal, detached, identity confusion

03:10

elliott smith "king's crossing" cover with lyrics in the description. | building burning

11:07

(Ep.6 slower) Internal Family Systems & Jung's archetypal structure of the psyche | dissociation

12:13

(Ep.5 slower) The theory of structural dissociation of the personality | DID, OSDD, BPD, CPTSD, PTSD

15:44

(Ep.4 slower) How dissociation helps to cope with an unstable world: DID, OSDD, DP/DR, CPTSD, BPD

16:29

(Ep.3 slower) How & why dissociative disorders form: DID, OSDD, depersonalization, derealization

11:29

(Ep.2 slower) About dissociative disorders: depersonalization, derealization, OSDD, DID

12:12

(Ep.1 slower) Mild, moderate, & severe dissociation: feeling unreal, detached, identity confusion

10:00

Internal Family Systems & Jung's Archetypal Structure of the Psyche: Dissociation | Ep.6