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CREDITS:
Director - Andrew Donoho
Creative Director - Sub Urban
Production Company - Obsidian
Executive Producer - Doug Klinger
Head of Production - Anna Heinrich
Producer: Jami Arceo
Producer: Paul Young Lee
Director’s Rep - Doug Klinger at Reprobates
Production Manager - Kelsey Anderson
Director of Photography - Julian Kapadia
1st Assistant Director - Mike Estrella
2nd Assistant Director - Benjamin Salvador
1st AC - Jacob Perry
2nd AC - Jake Dugger
Ronin Op - Adam Hull
Gaffer - Justin Garcia
BBE - Harper Thomas
Electric - Zach Stilwel
Electric - Yoann Cifuentes
Key Grip - Jon Coyne
BBG - Natalie Coyne
Grip - Anthony Santos
Grip - Johnathan La
Driver - Austin Murillo
Production Designer - Wesley Goodrich
Art Director - Carter McNeil
Choreographer and Movement Coach - Monika Felice Smith
Stunts - Tony Snegoff
Artist SFX Makeup - Sasha Glasser
Artist SFX Makeup Assistants - Malina Stearns & Hannah Starke
Artist Wardrobe Stylist - Aquiles
Artist Hair - Donovan Domingo
Artist Makeup - Jose Corella
Artist MGMT - Danny Kang, Aryan Mahyar, Gabriella Pulley & Francisco Montiel
Young Bella - Kendall Nguyen
Post Producers - Nazeli Kodjoian and Maria Rinaldi at Sunset Post
Editors - Andre Jones at Sunset Post
Color - Matt Osborne at Company 3
Color Grade Producer - Dan Butler
VFX Supervisor - Andrew Donoho
VFX Producer - Denhov Visuals
Additional Roto & Paint - Vitaly Verloff
Beauty - Sunset Post
Label Commissioner - Norman Wonderly & Devin Sarno
Special thanks to Cash App for helping make this all possible! 💚
LYRICS:
[Verse 1]
You know I don't believe in ghosts Or letting people close
I'm good at letting go
You kiss my lips until they're colder Think you're in control but
But I should let you know
[Pre-Chorus]
Well, the good guys don't always get the glory
Can't you see the warning signs?
[Chorus]
I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true (Know it's true)
Love me, love me
Trust me with that heart of yours
Feels so heavy
Lying on the bedroom floor
I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
[Verse 2]
Chew you up and spit you out
And still you come around
So I can watch you drown
Hate when you tell me that you'll wait
Like you think that I could change
When I've always been this way
[Pre-Chorus]
Well, the good guys don't always get the glory
Can't you see the warning signs?
[Chorus]
I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true (Know it's true)
Love me, love me
Trust me with that heart of yours
Feels so heavy
Lying on the bedroom floor
I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
[Bridge]
I'm haunted by the words you say
When I can’t say that I feel the same
Admit you’ll always be alone
And baby you should know
I’m only gonna ghost
[Chorus]
I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it's true (Know it's true)
Love me, love me
Trust me with that heart of yours
Feels so heavy
Lying on the bedroom floor
I can make your life a livin' hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
#BellaPoarch #LivingHell #DollsEP
Views : 54,385,671
Genre: Music
Date of upload: Premiered Aug 11, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.854 (37,949/1,001,948 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-04-24T18:59:19.66516Z
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YouTube Comments - 26,906 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
If you're reading this, drop your country's flag in the comments🇵🇭 I want to know where everyone's from!!
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2:23 this part was SO satisfying
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Hi Bella, In 2023, I was suffering from a blood infection, and at that time, my grandfather had passed away. I was unable to recover myself for 6 months, but within my recovery time, my girlfriend cheated on me, and I was having serious mental health issues. But I used to listen to your songs, and this song is just like antibiotics. Thank you so much for making beautiful songs.❤❤❤
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Goddamn she’s good. Really feel like she’ll be high up on the charts with her music. Good job.
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2:43 I love how here it's almost as if her child self is mocking her for how she can't break out of her trauma and how herself is like a trick mirror were one side of her is how she tries to live and the other side is the trauma she faced as child growing up that will always be lingering.
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It's April 2024 and legends still listening to this masterpiece.
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I too am still living in constant pain, but I am learning to live with it. Hurting made me understand that I AM alive, and you Bella, has inspired me to become better than those who have hurt me. Thank you, sincerely💛
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This made me feel chills. A toxic household is so common in the Philippines. This is our battle and let's win it. Thank you Bella you are such a beautiful kind soul. You deserved a better family, were your family
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How sad that yellow symbolizes happiness and yet for Bella it's something traumatic, you're such a brave girl Bella, I admire you for that aside from being an artist. You'll found your peace and healing soon, keep moving forward! You got it girl
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Como una persona que tambien paso la mayoria de su infancia encerrada en una habitacion sin poder salir por años gracias a la manipulacion y violencia, me salen lagrimas cada vez que escucho esta cancion aunque ya haya pasado 1 año desde que la subiste y escuche por primera vez. Yo jamas hubiera sido capaz de cantar las injusticias y el dolor que sufrí de pequeña, me echaria para atras y, a pesar de que recuerdo todo muy bien, no seria capaz de recrearlo porque, al igual que tu, los fantasmas de mi niñez me siguen atormentando. Eres realmente valiente bella, saludos desde chile 🇨🇱
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Bella Poarch dun went off 2 da next level like fr fr 💖 a u t h e n t I c v i e w s 💖 is what got them HUGE!
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didn’t expect much coming into this tbh. just thought she would be another tiktoker trying to make a music career. but wow, she blew me away. what an amazingly written song, amazing production, those vocals in the chorus, the mv aesthetics. everything was so great. i can tell she genuinely cares about what she’s doing and has that artistry. i’ll def be checking out her future projects.
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the fact that you made yourself this vulnerable to your audience knowing that they (*cough, cough* “family”) will potentially watch this, is so admirable and badass. i am proud of you bella and yes we are here to support you 100%.
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I also have to deal with mountains of childhood trauma and its weirdly warming to see people who understand. Id like to thank you for reaching out and being a voice for us♥️💛
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Ya casi 50M tu puedes bella!!!
Eres grande y hermosa!!!
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So far all her songs are so damn well produced. So catchy, and addicting. Then there's the impressive storyline on all her mv connected to each other
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The lyrics are angry but her voice is calm and soothing. She's amazing! And the fact that she went from having a traumatic past to being this successful is such a motivation for people. Bella is such a good role model. She shows people that no matter where you're from, you can still manage to make it big. Her music is so satisfying to listen to as well. She has such a soothing voice. Love you Bella <3
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I really feel this song, the music video scenes and it's lyrics. I resonate with your trauma, Bella. I'm still trying to move away from my living hell right now at 23. I have been through narcissistic abuse by my Asian mother. And she has inflicted all forms of abuse on me, which was physical, emotional, mental, financial and spiritual. Spiritually being that she used religion to force, control me, threaten and scare/taunt me, words and my actions.
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Life is painful, but all people fear the weak, but no one approaches the strong 😢❤
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@bellapoarch
1 year ago
Living Hell is a story about my childhood. It’s a story about how I struggled growing up inside a real-life living hell in a tiny room in the Philippines. My whole life, I’ve been trying to escape my childhood trauma, my living hell, and no matter how much therapy I do, no matter how much medicine I take, and no matter how far I try to run away…it always comes back to haunt me. The music video is inspired by my childhood room. My room was yellow and had a lock on the outside. Yellow because it was a color I was forced to like growing up. It was my parents way of letting me know that they have the power in the house. And a lock on the outside because my parents wanted to make sure that I didn’t escape when I was in there. It was really hard for me to relive this while shooting the music video. I really want to talk to you more about it when I’m ready. Sorry for the essay the reason I’m writing this because I want all of you who are reading this and all of you who have supported me along this journey to understand that I love you more than you know. You guys are my escape. You guys are why I wake up everyday. You guys are the reason that I’m able to break free from this mess and in my darkest times, understand that things are going to be okay. I truly can’t thank you enough and I want you to know that I’m here for you the same way that you’re here for me. To anyone who is also going through their own living hell, you will escape and I'll be right there by your side. This one's for you💛
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